Hmmm. If its Hollywood love she wont wait. If its lust-love she wont wait and will be off to meet her needs elsewhere. If she loves you she will wait; its that simple. How can you love someone you dont trust to be faithful to you? I think relationships are all about sex first and the relationship may or may not come after. I think 90% of us think about love in entirely the wrong way. When you love you love with your shields down.

I understand what you mean though; I think its almost heroic to think that way. Find a heroine; Im sure shes out there somewhere.

Ermmm….Pie?

waiting for love… would you?

Is it wrong to have the expectation that the one you love would do the same for you as you would do for them?

If your loved one was gone for over a year, would you wait for them or break it off?
How deep of love would you need to be in to wait for your significant other to come home? Is there a time limit on your love?

Ill restate the beginning: Is it wrong to put the expectation on your loved one to do what you would do for them if the tables were turned? Would the knowledge of what you had waiting for you at home (or away) was worth waiting for? Would it be too much to ask for the waiting to stay faithful?

A friend of mine (no really) has been making some disastrous decisions of late. I began to wonder why this was. I think its because she is making her decisions because it “feels right” or seemed good “at the time”. If you dont have any standards/morals/guidelines in your life you are left to the mercy of your feelings. She has now started on the great relationships migration as I call it. This has already left her vulnerable to someone who was supposed to be helping her through her last crisis. Society has torn apart or discarded the very things that could have helped it. We no longer believe in God, or the law the media etc. What poor people we are left to the never ending desire for something we can never find… peace. Peace can only be found when everything is balanced. But how can you know this if you have nothing to judge your balancing decisions by?

Peter Mandelson. For those of you who dont know him he is Tony Blairs right hand man but boy is he a liablilty. Whats bothering me is why Mr Blair keeps putting him in one office or another? This man has some power over Tony we folks dont understand. Is it that he knows stuff that could sink the government? Or is he….. well I was going to put something here but I cant write it. Or indeed is he the antichrist finally moving in on Europe? Ok so Im kidding but there is a whole lot here we dont know and that disturbs me.

Ill be in the Chitown area from Aug 2 thru Aug 15….

then its on to Ft. Hood. Finally some state side life… no more curfews, no more lock down for months at a time, no more Korean food, no more moldy living area, no more smell of crap everywhere outside, no more rice patties, no more ghetto looking shacks that are used as houses, no more bongo trucks, not more hour long bus rides just to go shopping, no more having to be nice to the Korean waitress just to get my food (which sucks anyways), no more morale shattering dining facility (mess hall), now there will be more to do than swim and walk around our one mile square fenced in post…

of course there are going to be friends greatly missed. you all know who you are.

Funny though, theres a new project in the offing and although officially its not mine unofficially I seem to have got it. Which makes me popular again…

Response: You can and never will please everyone… please youself (or your main priority) first and foremost, anyone else is cool too.

Realization: I have officially become my dad. Hard cover bar-coded book from the library and sitting in the bathroom until my legs are laden with a red ring and a tingling sensation.